Yeesh!

still waiting for my phone to get here... blah... i miss my pink cell phone... it was nifty! this tracfone i am using has no personality... i know, i know... cell phones + personality = doesn't make sense michelle. my brain has not booted up yet this morning. please bear with me as i adjust.

finally went and saw shrek the third yesterday. it was cute & i enjoyed it. i think it was more serious for me than it was meant to be, just because i have recently gone through the whole 'how am i gonna be a parent' schpeal that shrek was experiencing. but all in all, it defn lived up to the hype of the first two. plan on going to see harry potter 5 on friday after the family dinner.

rob has a bday this week. he is gonna be 27. that also means that it has been a year since thomas was conceived... tmi, i know, but whatev... am making lasagne for a family dinner and the chunk of chocolate called a cake i made him last year... this cake takes a while to prep and cook, cause dumby me wants to bake the whole darned thing from scratch. yippee for me. am also making the lasagne from sratch too...

am trying to re-evaluate some things in my life. have decided that i don't really want to be drinking anymore, but i dont know if i can just quit. i haven't really drunk in about a year, but i am still having to fight myself on it a few times since my son was born. this is one of those vices that i have to give up. that and my cheesy romance novels... i love them, but they aren't appropriate. i really dont need my son finding them one day when he's six and asking me "mommy, whats a hot tight pussy?" i think i would die right there and then!

i really have to pray that God will give me relief from these things. i don't want to depend on them anymore. i used to read real novels that actually stimulate the intellectual part of my mind, but i haven't done that in years. am trying to get back into it. maybe not any biographies or anything, but a good thriller novel instead of a romance. anyone have any suggestions???

thats really about it... have serious heart burn from the movie popcorn last night... i need to quit eating that... but its soooooo f-ing good!

love peace and chicken grease!