im dying inside

i dont know what to do... i dont trust him anymore, and i dont know if i can ever look at him the same way again. its all so confusing.

to him, it was role playing online. sex with vampires, deamons and forest elves (not really sure about that one). to me it was a broken marraige vow. and he doesn't know why i am so upset and how i can be willing to walk away. am i right? or am i wrong?

i just really dont know what to do anymore.

i think this is it. unless something happens to tell me otherwise. my marriage just may be over.

and i feel like i am dying inside.