ever have one of those days where it just feels like no matter what, you just cant get anything right???
enter stage left, ME!
always. never. failing. always. mucking. up.
some nights i just want to curl up and cry over the failure i have become. how is it things could have become so bad and uncertain in just a few months? im unemployed, trying to take care of my son, and living in my parents house...
three months ago... i had a job and my own place...
i feel like. no matter how hard i try to stay afloat and get going, i only manage to sink a little deeper down.
im not like "oh poor me, i have nothing to live for"... because i do have the most amazing thing to live for. thomas. i just feel like. i dunno. that maybe i cant do it. that i cant do what is needed of me to do. i try to, but i keep failing, and everyone around me is looking at me like i am doing nothing. when in fact, i am doing everything i can. and know how to do....
what the fuck is wrong with me?
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